Travel - less ?

I'm excited when seeing AirAsia got promotion only...

Going to HK for 2 ppl only within RM400. Normal price might goes up to RM700- RM1,000. So you can imagine RM400 for 2 ppl is super cheap already.. Normally if you take flight to Singapore also need about RM200 plus d.. now is HK!!!

I'm so greedy to go there.. I don't know why.. but i want to go.... to release stress? relax? I don't know.. i just want to go....

But, when sharing this with you .. for sure will cause argument instead of come with joys...

I'm sad.. tired... pain....hurt..

You said that I'm forcing you.. I'm NOT! This is what you have promised me.Do you know forcing is a hurt? Is like I'm force you to love me, force you do together with me.. force you do this n do that....

I can support you do anything you like, i don't know... why you can not..

Ya, I know money is the main problem.... No matter how save we are.. I didn't see anything... I suddenly feel like got save or not.. end up the result is still the same..

If I'm not think about you, I'm already book the flight and go with my friend.

not working fine..

Everything seems like not working fine..

Yes, not fine. Not a good feeling.. feel bored... very dull....

I'm,

- Not manage to go a place I want to go....this is the most sad things. The place you want to go is not the place I want to go the most. Others might feel very happy, but I'm not. Maybe you have fulfill their dreams, not mine. Kinda sad.

Already a old lady. Not sure when you will fulfill my dream. Not dare to say is 'our' dream already.... Pretty sure that you are not really want to go.. Else you will busy looking for cheapest hotel OR flight... Sad.. Actually I can go anytime with my friend, just that I'm do not wish to do so.. I'm so sad, so nervous especially when they asking me whether want to go with them or not? Or telling me they will go HK soon..... I know you will not joint, then what-for for me to go with them without you?

If I din joint, then when will I go HK? This is my Year 2009 plan and now already Year 2010. Want to make it become Year 2020?????

- Not manage to buy my dream house.

Due to cost managing, no more extra money for me to buy high cost property at this moment. I don't like travel long hours to reach my working place. I really don't like it! Why I will plan to buy house? Not just because of my self, but because of you as well. Travel an hours from home to office is really tired. Heart pain to see you travel like this. It take times and costly as well. I know you are not healthy as others. You need to have enough sleep, well rest and have balance diet.

- Not manage to achieve my dream as Accountant

Yes, my dream is to be accountant. That's why I taking ACCA. Yes, I has passed all the ACCA paper. But now just works as xxxxx in other field, salary as little as engineer or maybe worst than it... Din feel proud with my career at all. Cos this is not I want. When growing old and old, is very hard for a person make a decision to correct move. As there is tonnes of worried, tonnes of burden . It has been burden me quite sometimes.. But who knows?

No worries, just want to write it out, so that I can brief smoothly .. :)

cheers J

为何..

我被你气得好喘...好喘... 好累好累...

每一次都是这样....

人家说, 当你爱得越深, 伤得更深... 我想是真的...

很好奇的为什么你不会让我开心回去...

为什么我伤心时你不会哄我? 为什么? 有那么难吗? 还是你认定我离不开你? 所以你吃定了我? 你让我好伤心.. 好难过...

我说不出去, 你也当着算了.. 好象根本就没关心我一样...

你变了...

为何伤心流泪的总是我... 何苦呢?

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's day to all of you :P

Of course, those gals OR guys sure want to celebrate with the love one on this special day..

Although it clash with 1st of CNY, but many of them still out for the celebration...

So happy to see that, they celebrate it greatly! Brother went out since noon till now.... for Valentine celebration. I'm so envious his gf... :) She is so lucky chosen a guy who love and care her so much.. and place her no. 1 in his heart... how great is it....

Thanks for mum kind understanding.. else sure she will angry why brother go 'pak thor' during 1st day of CNY instead sitting at home waiting relatives come over.. haha

Am i No.1 in your heart? I dunno already...

Bored Year

A bit boring for this Year 2010...

I still remember during Year 2009,

Jan was at Langkawi
Feb was at Singapore
Cameron...

All very nice and great trip. Although bit bit unhappy things happened between. But I still enjoy it much.

Every year I will buy :
- New bed sheet (mostly cartoon style where I love the most :P, cheap cheap only from pasar malam)
- Few sets of pajamas (at least 5 sets, reunion dinner 1 set, 1st of CNY, 2nd of CNY, 9th of CNY and 15th of CNY)
- New hair style
- Few blouse and dress
- Few pairs of shoes
- Handbag
- Accessories
- Necklace
- Food and drinks I like the most (snacks, those nut nut)

BUT now, I only have :
- using old bed sheet
- with existing hair style
- 1 pair of new shoes which bough last year
- no hand bag
- no accessories
- few blouse and 1 shorts
- 1 pajamas from mum and 1 from my best fren as birthday present

A bit sad sad, as I no longer have Hagen dazzz ice cream for my birthday which I promise every year I also want it!

2010 birthday celebration

It's a great birthday celebration with the love one..

Nothing surprise me ... everything going on as planned.... except the present part :P

Having Thai food at Auto City. Both of us never try before... Ermmm.. Not recommended you all to go there.. If you want me to rate it between 1 - 10, 10 is the best. I think I will rate it only at 3.

I have a spec from the love one :P This is a surpise. Never thought he will give spec as present. It cost RM500, personally felt it was so expensive. Hope that it can last till 4 years like my current one.

RM500 I can spend over at Bukit Tinggi. I think should be enough.

This year no hagen dazz with me, no salmon, no dine in great restaurant....

I feel...

I'm not able to concentrate on my work at all...

I feel hurt.. I feel pain....I feel like want to go back...I don't know why it become like that.

You no longer tolerate with me..

My heart starting pain when I'm thinking of you.. It all happen so sudden.

I can't accept it!