Wednesday, November 18, 2009

I feel...

I'm not able to concentrate on my work at all...

I feel hurt.. I feel pain....I feel like want to go back...I don't know why it become like that.

You no longer tolerate with me..

My heart starting pain when I'm thinking of you.. It all happen so sudden.

I can't accept it!

我的心好疼..

我的心好疼..

我想已复原的伤口再次复发... 伤口裂了..

脑子里有点空白, 眼睛张不开似的;脸,也湿了...有点力不从心, 有点心疲力尽的感觉...

有点刺伤的, 你不能忍受我反复的心情..
有点刀割的, 你已开始嫌弃..

更淌血的是, 我们才开始自己的生活...

你知道你是我唯一可诉苦, 撒娇,又真心面对的吗? 或许你是温室里的小花, 不受风吹雨打... 我可不是....

事业上的压力, 生活上的压力, 外来的压力.... 有多大你知道吗?

对你撒娇, 挑皮, 任性, 霸道... 能减轻我的压力, 能让我感受到你为我的付出, 对我的疼爱.. 让我觉得, 就算天塌下来都有你在, 那..你知道吗?

可悲的是, 你数落出我对你的坏而感受不到我对你的好.....

对你的爱与呵护总不胜于其他..

你对我的批评, 突然让我想起了她. 我没想多了, 这是正常的反应.. 是无意间连想到她.. 此刻让我与她做了个比较....

从外表看起来较任性的她, 看来真的比我好多了.. 至少你还可以忍受她那么久... 哈哈..

我好伤心.. 非常伤心..

Monday, October 5, 2009

Trap

A bit... depressed..moodless

I know I should ignore someone who trying to destroy everything!

I know I should not ask u more than that.. BUT, sometimes I really wish to know....

I should trust u instead of reading what she wrote those bullshit in her blog....

I love u more than that... more n more....

Although everyone told me that, the main purpose is to destroy the relationship between u n someone! This is a trap!!! How stupid am I that willing to go in?

This is so call nature of gal!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Oh... Dono

He makes me confused only...

Y?

The way he talk in chat room totally can't match with his personality :S Suddenly feel like, is it I'm talking to the right person??? Why there is such huge different?

I don't know....

Everyone keep on promoting him.. saying how good is he... :s But in real, is he? Do no.. Haven't find out.. haha....Should be not bad, I think...

God bless u, moon.

Monday, July 13, 2009

Disneyland

Bad Bad.... my col remind me it again...

Hai.. my HK trip.. Do no when will it be?

Hope to go there since few years past.. Finally my best fren agree to go with me. Both of us plan to go there ourself, din decide to joint those tour....

A bit worried, cos no other gay joint us.. Just 2 little gals... I think should be fine...

Plan to stay d hotel located inside the Disneyland.. Ya, it is very very expensive... But, I just wish to stay there 1 night.. Its very nice scene...

How good if can go with the right one :P

kaka....

high possibility in my dream..

Take it easy man..

Saturday, July 11, 2009

WHAT KEEPS A RELATIONSHIP STRONG IS:

WHAT KEEPS A RELATIONSHIP STRONG IS:

1. TRUST

2. COMMUNICATION

3. INTIMACY

4. A SENSE OF HUMOR

5. SHARING TASKS

6. DAILY EXCHANGES (meal, shared activity, hug, call, touch, notes,etc.)

7. SHARING COMMON GOALS AND INTERESTS

8. GIVING EACH OTHER SPACE TO GROW WITHOUT FEELING INSECURE

9. GIVING EACH OTHER A SENSE OF BELONGING AND ASSURANCES OF COMMITMENT

10. CONCERN AND CARE FOR YOUR LOVER IN YOUR OWN WAYS.

Tired

Phew.. very tired..

This few weeks being travel from PG to KL. It was very tiring. But have fun as well. Especially when we have UBS conference at Bukit Tinggi. Its really a very nice and relaxing place.

I hope to go there once again with my love one :P

There is a restaurant which more on oversea style... can enjoy 'candle night dinner' there.. I believe it quite expensive.. It is worth to pay for it to enjoy the romantic environment there.. hihi... So, you all must go with the love one :P